iamterra:

Millieyre’s AU amuses me greatly. Also totally adore little versions of characters so that probably helps XP  But I like coming up with tiny things that I don’t know how to portray properly but it’s still fun to daydream… I also like to give him certain traits I have ‘cause I’m dumb like that.

I like to imagine elementary Mariku just running through a open field with tall grass and fluffy dandelions all throughout it. Just kicking them up and watching the seeds float away though some end up getting lost in his wild hair. Ishizu having to pick them out for him when he gets home. 

But imagine little Mariku though being told the stories of how dandelions grant wishes so he takes to making a few when he is having really destructive thoughts. Large, beautiful, grand and impossible dreams that cute little kids tend to have. Wishes to meet dragons, go to Disneyland, or get into laser fights with pirates. 

But as years tick away, his wishes becomes more realistic. In time he hardly makes any. Certain days he just stands next to one, tempted to pick it but instead steps on it because he feels like it’s pointless to want something he can’t have. Other days he picks one and holds his breath for too long because his wish is so pathetically sad he can’t believe that is all he wants.

No one really understands it when they see him holding one during high school. The weird demon kid who has no emotions is just being odd and holding a dandelion. What a freak. They don’t know. His breath is stuck in his throat and he is torn on just crushing the plant in his hand and letting the remains fall down to the ground in a broken pile. With a gentle blow, he finally makes his wish. 

He just wants to know what it’s like to be happy.

He waits a few minutes in hopes this one wish just might come true. Nothing happens. He then drops it by his feet and gives a sad chuckle. That’s right. He doesn’t deserve happiness. What was he thinking? 

He then walks off by himself to leave behind the field of wishes so kids who are important can make their wishes. Maybe one of their’s can come true.

Sadly, to his dismay, when things are looking their worst, he still picks one and stares at it in hopes the gods might one day answer him. But he doubts they ever will.

Side thought: I bet Amen Ishtar has a lovely weed free lawn till the Bakura’s moved in across the street and just allowed weeds to show up. He doesn’t mind a few dandelions. Soon though more appear and one day the kids just plow through them and send a ton of fluffy seeds out when Amen is home.
They end up getting into his yard and soon growing there and he tries to get rid of them.
This only serves to make Amen hate the Bakura family more. 

Siegfried seems unstable at times. Do you think there would ever be a time he might lose it and accidentally pull an Azula where he just takes scissors to his own hair in the middle of a break down and cut part of it? Would he hide it from Seto and others in general when he realizes what he has done?

owlteria:

Wow.
I was having the same thought some days ago and I was asking myself exactly the same
thing. This is cool! 😀

In one of my headcanons, Siegfried has a bipolar
disorder with occasionally psychotic symptoms, so it’s possible that
he would cut his hair since it’s a
form of self mutilation.
He’s
mutilating his hair when he doesn’t find better ways to handling
stress or when he doesn’t know how to cope with his inner panic and
anxiety. It usually occurs when he refuses to take his meds and a
manic depression’s taking its toll on him.

Also his short face
framing bangs are the result of some earlier manic episode where he
cut off some strands. First it was only one side, but he later had to
adjust the other side to the same hair length for correction, so it
wouldn’t look too weird. He was pretty sad and ashamed though, when
he realized what he’d done, because he loves his silky hair very much.
However, Siegfried got used to the short bangs and he accepted them
as his personal style and nice highlighting accent to his long
straight hair.

Good
luck for Siegfried, it’s just hair, it doesn’t hurt and it grows
back. However, it’s the kind of behaviour which worries Kaiba, but
it’s nothing compared to the moments when Siegfried’s desperately sharing his suicidal thoughts with him.

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Does Seto ever try anything new with his hair and does Siegfried just softly chuckle and put it back how he likes it instead?

owlteria:

Seto likes his hair the way it is. I would say…Siegfried is the one who puts cute accessoires into Setos hair when his bangs are getting too long. (Ofc only to make sure they won’t hide his pretty blue eyes which Siegfried fangirls loves so much ahaha.)

*snort* It is beautiful but I can see why Seto would not be pleased as well XD

millieyre:

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This is one of my first few random attempts at a “steamy” and kinky theme just to warn those anons who wanted to see how I draw smut lol.

I’m so sorry. I don’t have that much confidence and I have a really low self esteem when it comes to drawing more mature art since I’m used to drawing cute and fluffy stuff. 😞