So… Think Amen Ishtar ever doesn’t have time to do a ‘proper’ punishment and just locks Mariku in a closest or darkened place for a few hours? I kind of really like the idea of him doing that and Mariku getting used to the dark and that starts to make him feel minor comfort in it.

milliekou:

I’ve always headcanon Mr. Ishtar locking his children in a basement (could be after beating them up or an alternative if he doesn’t have time to beat them up.). Also, he blames stuff on his children even if they weren’t necessarily at fault especially Mariku ‘cuz that kid has some “serious” issues and he’s the “most problematic” of the family…so blame all the bad things on him or Rishid, lmao. 

With Mariku, I headcanon him finding refuge in darkness, opposite to Marik who fears darkness. (nothing far from the manga, lol. ) 

He doesn’t even get socks! </3

I love it and it is perfect. Torn page in a book, still closed boxes in storage, just enough light to see~ Ah… 
And I though the light change was on purpose to show that time passed so that was a happy little mistake, no? 

Watch Amen come back later at the top of the stairs in wait for that apology. 
“…I’m sorry that I did absolutely nothing worthy of this punishment.” His father’s forehead vein throbs in rage at his own child’s words. “Next time I’ll make sure I step up my game so you don’t have to waste your time on me but I’ll have actually earned it!” 

Psychoshipping

The world sees us as different. Not just different but too similar to ever be together. It’s funny really. How they think of it as a bad thing when really it is what helps me to understand you.

Marik, you beautiful idiot. How can they be so blind? To not see that we were meant to be together. Sure, you are still learning and struggling with this feeling but isn’t it worth it? Isn’t the pain of love worth having?

Everytime I look at you I see myself when I was but a boy. All that hatred and fear. Hate for the world shaping you up to be a monster and fear because it is too blind to see to potential of good buried within you and rather watch you burn.

It’s so strange how they have come to adore me. All those years of hatred and fighting only for them to show mercy when another tells them of how I came to be… And how they will not hear your story. These wicked beasts wanting nothing more than to hate you and watch you suffer. They care not that all you were ever shown till now was violence. Your entire existence is interwoven in it and soaked in blood till I found you and saw what they could not.

I see your rage rising up and protecting your heart that is falling apart with every ill spoken word about you. I see the dim light just flickering within and so desperately trying to keep from going out. I know this wretched loneliness that that consumes you and I am not going to let it win.

I got my second chance after a lifetime of waiting and I’ll be damned before I allow them to end you before you can start your’s…

peeves:

i feel like a lot of people fail to realize that for some, loving fictional characters is the closest thing they have to loving themselves. self love can be so, so hard. so when you see someone else on a screen, someone that you can relate to, you pour your heart and soul into loving them. you want to protect them and give them the love you can’t convince yourself you deserve. and maybe that can bring you one step closer to loving yourself. 

Seen a lot of “Imagine Ryou teaching Bakura” posts going around. That’s nice but I’ve been more into Deathshipping lately whenever I see Ryou so… I imagined something involved Marik and Ryou in @millieyre‘s school AU (Or AU in general)

Imagine Marik finding out about Ryou writing letters to Amane. He doesn’t get it at first but he likes to lean over Ryou’s shoulder when he’s busy writing whenever he comes over unannounced. Eventually he asks what he’s doing and why he always seems to be doing that in his free time when he isn’t being all artsy and making Monster World models. 
Ryou finally tells him what they are but that leads into an awkward conversation about who Amane was and how she died and he generally isn’t something he enjoys talking about with others much because it has always gotten him sympathy he never wanted.

Anyway, Marik says it’s an interesting thing and offhandedly mentions he would have liked to have known his mother. This catches Ryou’s interest but instead of asking he suggests that Marik write to her.
“I wouldn’t know what to say.”
“Just write whatever comes to mind. It’ll be easy once you start.”

That sort of deal to which Marik changes the topic and they go about their day. But later that week he tries it. He has written on dozens of sheets of paper but they all end up scrapped in his waste bin by his desk. Nothing seems to be coming out right. Most of his letters are crossed out in thick lines and it’s evident he was angry with them and himself before crumpling them up and tossing ‘em.

I wish I could have met you.
Rishid says that Ishizu and you were a lot alike. Gods, I hope not.
What did you ever see in father?
I know it’s my fault you died. I didn’t mean to kill you.

All of that and more. 
But Ryou comes to pay him a visit and stumbles across them one night and opens one up to read it. Marik however, being the emotionally unstable child he is, gets upset at him for that and tells him to toss it and he does but he also suggests that he can help him if he wants and reminds him that it doesn’t have to be perfect. Eventually he gets him to sit down and try again after explaining why he keeps his own in boxes under his bed but tells him there are other ways for him to get his letters to her. One of which being that he burns them and that allows the message to ascend into the afterlife where she can read them.

Eventually this becomes a thing he does but not nearly as often as Ryou writes to Amane. 

Getting really sick of all the Malik sympathizers who defend him tooth and nail only to dump all of his dark deeds onto Marik.

Both have done awful things. Some really unforgivable things in all honesty.

But Malik gets a free pass because he was given time to show his good traits and says he is sorry? 
Mariku though gets no time at all and is murdered for it because ‘he deserved it’? 

No. I think it would have been amazing to give him another chance. Yes, he should have guidelines to follow but I want to see it. I want to see his struggle with being good. Part of me even wants to see him fail but another part wants him to make good of it- though I honestly see everyone else refusing to recognize it and that upsets him because to them he knows he is nothing but a monster. 

But will he let their delusions control him and cave into his old ways? Or would he tear himself apart and try harder? Maybe he’d just disappear and do things his own way leaving the crew of naysayers behind and force them into a panic that tries their best to find him ‘before he can cause trouble’ but end up finding him actually doing well on his own.

The thing is that I see a ton of potential in him and I really want to see it. I even want Yugi to be the one to give him a second chance but his friends views taint his own and when Mariku sees that he  turns away from him too. He can be his own person… it just takes time. Lots of time since all he had ever known was fear, hatred, and suffering… And these idiots are only showing him more and accidentally showing him everything he knew was true. Well, when they deal with him personally. I love him having to look from the outside in and wanting that warm glow of acceptance that just keeps just outside of his reach and cracks more of his unstable emotions the more he tries to fit in with that group. 

But yeah. Consider this: Mariku never was shown what it’s like to be loved. Only Malik was. He can’t help it but he could try with a second chance. That is what I want for him.