Tag: rape mention

Saw the guy who told me he could rape me and no one would care or stop him when I was at the bus stop today. I am still scared of him but I smile anyway. I shouldn’t and I know it but I think it reminds him of that day too. When after he told me he could and might of planned to I just smiled despite the drop in my stomach and said “You won’t do that because you are a nice guy.” and he was so thrown off by it. I kept smiling despite mentally begging any higher power out there to get me out of there and… I got out untouched.

The creep has not talked to me since but I still fear him. And the damn obvious clues he was a sicko. How he mocked me for being a child till he found out I was older than 18 and began hitting on me shamelessly in basically the same breath.

I am glad he got on a different bus. He kept looking at me though while at the bus stop. Everytime I would look up he’s glance away but I took to watching him in the bus windows reflection before they let anyone board and kept seeing him looking back at me.

I feel all gross inside. I started off in such a decent mood today and now…

the-pen-pot:

madamehearthwitch:

I CAN’T WALK TO MY CAR LATE AT NIGHT WHILE ON THE PHONE 
I CAN’T OPEN UP MY WINDOWS WHEN I’M HOME ALONE

I CAN’T GO TO A BAR WITHOUT A CHAPERONE

AND I CAN’T WEAR A MINI SKIRT IF ITS THE ONLY ONE I OWN
I CAN’T USE PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION AFTER 7 PM

I CAN’T BE BRUTALLY HONEST WHEN YOU SLIDE INTO MY DMS

I CAN’T GO TO THE CLUB JUST TO DANCE WITH MY FRIENDS

AND I CAN’T EVER LEAVE MY DRINK UNATTENDED

BUT IT SURE IS A SCARY TIME FOR BOYS
YEAH GENTLEMEN!
BAND TOGETHER, MAKE SOME NOISE

ITS REALLY TOUGH WHEN YOUR REPUTATION’S ON THE LINE

AND ANY WOMAN YOU’VE ASSAULTED COULD TURN UP ANYTIME

 YEAH, IT SURE IS A SCARY TIME FOR GUYS

CAN’T SPEAK TO ANY WOMEN OR LOOK THEM IN THE EYES

ITS SO CONFUSING, IS IT RAPE OR IS IT JUST BEING NICE?

SO INCONVENIENT THAT YOU EVEN HAVE TO THINK TWICE

I CAN’T LIVE IN AN APARTMENT IF IT’S ON THE FIRST FLOOR  

I CAN’T BE WEARING SILK PAJAMAS WHEN I ANSWER THE DOOR

I CAN’T HAVE ANOTHER DRINK EVEN IF I WANT MORE

I CAN’T MAKE YOU FEEL INVALID, UNSEEN, OR IGNORED

I CAN’T JOG AROUND THE CITY WITH HEADPHONES ON MY EARS

I CAN’T SPEAK OUT AGAINST MY RAPIST AFTER 35 YEARS

I CAN’T BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY IF I’M HOLDING BACK TEARS

AND I CAN’T EVER SPEAK EARNESTLY ABOUT ALL MY FEARS

BUT IT SURE IS A SCARY TIME FOR DUDES

CAN’T TEXT A GIRL REPEATEDLY ASKING FOR NUDES

CAN’T MAKE HER HAVE SEX WHEN SHE’S NOT IN THE MOOD

AND WHAT GIVES HER THE RIGHT TO GIVE YOU ATTITUDE??

YEAH, IT SURE IS A SCARY TIME FOR MEN

GIRLS LIKE TO ACT LIKE YOU’RE TO BLAME AND THEY’RE THE VICTIMS

HER DRESS WAS SHORT AND SHE WAS DRUNK,
SHE’S NOT SO INNOCENT

THANK GOD YOUR DAD’S THE JUDGE AND YOU WON’T BE CONVICTED
OH WAIT…
THAT’S RIGHT…

IT’S NOT SUCH A SCARY TIME FOR BOYS

THEY’VE ALWAYS HAD THE UPPER HAND,
THEY’VE ALWAYS HAD A CHOICE

IT’S TIME FOR WOMEN TO RISE UP,    
 USE OUR COLLECTIVE VOICE

THE DAY TO VOTE’S NOVEMBER 6,
SO LET’S GO MAKE SOME NOISE 

I am just going to assume that the 2k of dislikes on the vid are from just the kind of people she’s singing about.

(Source: https://www.youtube.com/)