Tag: deadpool

noselfpreservation:

Wade had always liked “girly” things, but that’d been beaten out of him by his dad.  After that asshole’s death, he tried on dresses twice before throwing them back into a pile in his closet of things he didn’t plan on wearing again but just couldn’t bear to throw them out.  After Weapon X, he put them on to see if he felt the same way.  He talked to himself and his voices, he was ugly as sin, and who would honestly take him seriously?

Turns out dresses actually made him feel… almost pretty.  With his mask on, and as many weapons as he could fit on himself, anyone who laughed at him would get a nice click of the safety turning off under their chin.  Turns out people did take him seriously, even if it was only because he’d murdered all of their henchmen and was currently toying with their life.  And they couldn’t say a damn thing about his dresses unless they wanted to be six feet under faster than they would have been otherwise.

Finally he felt comfortable with that part of himself again, but when it came to people he looked up to, people he respected… well, his insecurity about his outfit choices was the first thing to show.

“Is it the dress…?”

Yes. This is how it is. Good~

Deadpool drabble

Having depression sucks. You know most of the voices in your head are lying but you still have doubt about that because what if they aren’t the one’s lying and the one who is turns out to be you? So then you develop trust issues. You start to build up self doubt. Over all, in time, you want to give up.

And I have given up. I have given up so many times but this damned healing factor kicks in and makes me suffer through it all again. You think I would hit rock bottom soon but it just turns out that I brought a fucking pickaxe and I just dig myself into a deeper depression. Everyday is just pain filled with suffering but I smile. I smile through it all because I don’t need them to know how I feel. I can’t let them in because they will not understand even if I did. I will not be the cause of their suffering.

The mental strain from all the fake smiles over the years is unbarable. I want to make it end permanently but that just can not happen. Even the few pleasures in my life are fleeting. Everyone else I love will die and add that much more pain to it all. I can pull the trigger time after time again but it will not free me. I am a burden to everyone and myself. I can not escape it. And it kills me but not how I want it to…

A Friendly Reminder

queer-deadpool:

wait-till-they-hear-about-this:

-Deadpool is insecure
-Deadpool has chronic pain
-Deadpool is submissive in bed
-Deadpool is pansexual
-Deadpool lifts up his mask so Hawkeye can read his lips
-Deadpool is a blonde
-Deadpool’s initials are WWW
-Deadpool had an abusive father
-Deadpool’s mother died from cancer
-Deadpool fell in love with a teenager
-Deadpool left her because he didn’t want to hurt her
-Deadpool had a daughter
-Deadpool didn’t believe she was his because she was too beautiful
-Deadpool had to be dragged away from his daughter’s dead body by Cap and Wolverine
-Deadpool carries Hello Kitty band aids
-Deadpool is good with kids
-Deadpool can’t be killed by Ghost Rider because he doesn’t think he’s done anything wrong
-Deadpool hates himself
-Deadpool used to curl up in a ball and mumble about his skin hurting
-Deadpool is married to the queen of the undead
-Deadpool reads his own comics

Conclusion:
Wade Winston Wilson is a beautiful man who must be protected.

adding: Deadpool is a rape victim and he would never, ever disrespect ladies nor try to force himself on anyone (i felt the need to add this especially because most of his dudebro fans trully believe that he would take ladies by force).