Omfg.
OH MY GOD
Well, that was unexpected.
whAT EVEN IS GOING ON>??
ok I’ve seen this like 8 times on my dash and ignored it but now I finally watched it because I was like “okay this has to be SOMETHING good because everyone I fucking follow is reblogging it”
I was not fucking let down at all.
…what did I…how does this even…huh? Lol, if it makes you hurt is must be funny right?
I am tired.
I have been out of the closet as trans at work since my birthday back in October.
Still they laugh and make jokes about me.
Only two there address me properly.
One being our store manager and the other is leaving us in less then a week.
My therapist won’t return my calls.
The last thing she told me was that I would be receiving a call soon for my progress with T.
I thought I had finally jumped through enough hoops to get where I needed to be in life.
I was so stoked for this year.
But the call never came.
I waited thinking maybe they were busy.
Nothing.
I ran out of my meds and went to get a refill.
The same meds that my therapist said I would have to be weened off of later down the road.
I’ve been off Abilify for three weeks now, cold turkey.
I feel so shitty inside.
I’ve been throwing up more than I used to.
I’ve been having issues with sleeping half the time.
I have been having cramps but no period.
My joints are acting up so badly.
I thought about killing myself today.
She won’t answer me.
I was so close to being more like the person I see myself as.
I seriously gave it my all.
I answered every humiliating question they asked of me.
They said they believed me and would help me with my goals.
I believed her.
I trusted her.
My therapist isn’t responding.
I hate myself.
I thought things were going to get better.
And some things have.
But I am depressed again.
I feel more emotionally wrecked then when I first started seeing her.
I cried so hard that I vomited.
Then I thought about all my privileges and felt worse for letting myself get so upset.
I cried harder and hated myself more.
I am so tired.
I am so fucking tired.
But tomorrow I am going to try again.
But I fear nothing will change.
I am sorry that I’m such a downer.
I wish I could continue to act happy for your sake.
But it’s hard.
I’ll do my best though.
If only because I love you guys.
~Terra
What especially kills me is how Kaiba looks around at the end there like he forgot where he was for a second and he’s expecting to see Mokuba still standing next to him. ;-;
Finnish guitar maker Amfisound does some seriously amazing craft work. The detail in this Egyptian 8-String Explorer styled guitar is phenomenal! I love that head stock and the detailed inlays in the neck.
Nasus
I HEARD MY CALLING
#i just saw the top of this post and i was like yo this has squiggly written all over it#and then i got to the bottom and im crying
Octopus: HUMAN
HUMAN
WHERE ARE WE GOING TODAY?
WHERE SHALL WE EXPLORE? 😀
I WANT ONE
Yo there’d better be a reference to The Great Clock/Orvus/Signund in this or I will be very upset. I-IT COULD BE MADE IMPORTANT AGAIN RIGHT??
oh my god oKAY?? (remember when I skirted being in this fandom)
lmao at least he got his dubstep
GET THE FUCK OUTTA TOWN, REALLY??
-SCREAMING-
Is this still a thing that is happening?! Because… I want this so bad!
“Your move Kaiba” is the best way to end every sentence because it a. Signals to your conversation partner that it is their turn to contribute and b. Reminds them constantly of your undying passion for yugioh
unlike L, this song will never fucking die.
Taylor Swift + Death Note is still probably my favorite thing from this quarter.
And that story ends in light.
This is uplifting and all but I still feel sad over it because Marik and Bakura never got their happy ending but I guess that’s what I get for loving the villains.
I am Terra 