Saw the guy who told me he could rape me and no one would care or stop him when I was at the bus stop today. I am still scared of him but I smile anyway. I shouldn’t and I know it but I think it reminds him of that day too. When after he told me he could and might of planned to I just smiled despite the drop in my stomach and said “You won’t do that because you are a nice guy.” and he was so thrown off by it. I kept smiling despite mentally begging any higher power out there to get me out of there and… I got out untouched.

The creep has not talked to me since but I still fear him. And the damn obvious clues he was a sicko. How he mocked me for being a child till he found out I was older than 18 and began hitting on me shamelessly in basically the same breath.

I am glad he got on a different bus. He kept looking at me though while at the bus stop. Everytime I would look up he’s glance away but I took to watching him in the bus windows reflection before they let anyone board and kept seeing him looking back at me.

I feel all gross inside. I started off in such a decent mood today and now…